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I knew I shouldn’t have came and saw you tonight. last night was the perfect end to seeing you until you came back up. but I just had to didn’t I. why am I so awkward. and an, if you just dont want me to go tomorrow just tell me the truth. I won’t mind.
we finally kissed. and you are leaving on Sunday. maybe that’s why you did it. I don’t know but I liked it. but I just know that it isn’t going to lead anywhere. I don’t think you are looking for a relationship especially a long distance one. I am glad I kissed you though. and I am also happy you didn’t try to make me do something I didn’t want to do. I feel so safe with you and I don’t know why.
why is it so hard to forget about you, your perfect smile, your adorable laugh, they way you call me sweetie, that night and every other night we held hands, I wanna go back to that first night we met, and I really wish I could take it all back. If I could save myself from all of this hurt I would. I just wish I could kiss you before you leave for good. just one kiss and I think I would be done with you. but of course I won’t be able to do that, all you want is sex… and I definitely don’t want to do that, unless you plan on marrying me first.
i am having such a bad week, wdc is a douchebag, didnt get to hang out with my friends tonight, or skype with srw, and then you…. oh fricken you. just because you are dating my best friend doesnt mean i want to be your friend. and it definitely doesnt mean i WANT TO TALK to you about your guy’s relationship ok. please i wish you would just leave me alone please.
ok you come here every week, i don’t understand why you cry the first night you are here every single time. your mom doesnt treat you half as well as my mom does. why do you miss her? i dont understand. i understand missing your brother, sister, grandma or grandpa. but why your mom, i am so sorry that you feel like you need to text her 24/7 oh my gosh i just don’t understand.
ok so that was basically the best dream I’ve ever had. me, you, cf, and an all hung out, we were holding hands through the whole day(well i was trying to hold yours) but then finally you grabbed mine instead, after we all went home, but i took a nap, you finally realized how much I meant to you, you came to my house where my cousin helped you write me an adorable letter, you came upstairs you gently woke me up, let me read the letter, I cried, you hugged me, and I finally got to kiss you. then you said “I would ask you to be my girlfriend, but I want to do it in public.” so I basically fell in love with you. but I know that, that will never happen in a billion years. we had our chance and you kind of let me slip away. we aren’t the perfect match, but I feel like we are meant to be for some strange unknown reason. opposites attract right? well if that’s true we are the most opposite any two people can be. and you’re the one person I’ve liked the longest, off and on.
i just want to give up. i hate school. i just want to get married and raise kids. that’s what i want with life, like for real.
i hate school. i just wanna run away with srw to Ireland please and thank you. and as for you. did you really think our friendship would ever be the same? like for real i just don’t know what goes through your mind.
I knew that if I asked you how you felt i’d just get broken. but then you make me feel like crap for asking. and now I’m just so afraid you’re going to do something to hurt yourself and I don’t want you to at all. I think I’m falling for you. but why..
could you just, you know tell me how you feel? or at least hint towards how it is you feel. I’m just so confused. some times we text for days on end. but other days it’s like I don’t even exist. why? I wish I could just get over you, that’d be nice.
I deleted your number again, let’s see how long it lasts this time.
I just feel so replaced.
I can’t wait to Skype with you on Friday :) can we just fast forward to then please!
I can easily see myself falling in love with you. but you’re so far away from me. I’m also nervous that I won’t feel the same way in person. I wish we could meet so I can see how I feel. I tell you things I’ve never told anyone… I just trust you so much…
I have imagined how I would kiss you for years, just one of these days I’m going to get the courage to do it. just walk up to you, grab you and kiss you. what a shock that would be to you. I just wish I had the guts to do it. but I’m a big chicken, and you are just to cute…