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I now realize that I’m going to have to get used to life without you. I realize now that our friendship is never going to get back to the way it was before… :( I sure do miss our talks though….
so today I heard that you have taken your own life.. I mean I barely knew you, but I used to talk to you all the time, and you always seemed so happy. I just feel so bad I didn’t keep talking to you, and didn’t get to know you.
I just miss you so much. I miss our late night talks, and just texting each other non stop. I don’t want you to grow up! I just want you the way you are now.
I like you, I mean we have like a history I guess you could call it. but now you have her.. my sister insits that if I tell you how I feel you’ll feel the same way. but she always interfers and then bam it doesn’t ever work out. I miss you a lot….
I just want you to call me. is that to much to ask. or text me. I miss you. and it’s just hard…
so I don’t get it… we can snap chat… but not text? you confuse me…
ugh I miss you so much. I just want to wake up to a text from you saying good morning. and you are the last person I want to talk to before I go to sleep.
knowing you aren’t mad at me is the best feeling in the world. I mean I know we still aren’t talking, but just knowing takes a load off my shoulders. but I still miss you.
i am super stressed from school, i mean it is no one’s fault but my own. i just hate going to school. and i am not sure why i went back… but i guess only time will tell what will happen next. and then you. we haven’t talked in like 10 days. it is driving me crazy. i miss you like crazy. and i can’t believe i just texted you. and i am glad you haven’t responded and i hope you don’t.
uhg do you ever wish you could go back in time and fix something? I sure do. I miss you like crazy. and I just want to start over with you.
I would just drop everything and leave right now with you. I really would. you wanna go to Hawaii let’s go then for real. I am ready to leave and get out of here.
so you are just going to cut me right out of your life? for real. I mean I understand if you’re confused so am I. it’s just I feel like we are going to end up together. and I’ve always thought that. but how’s that suppose to happen if you just stop talking to me. but I really miss you, and you’re the person I just want to tell my whole day too when it’s over…. :(
I am so glad I have deleted your number, cause tonight I know I would’ve called you. but I did however look at your facebook, what is it with me thinking of you when I can’t sleep that is not ok, cause I know for a fact you do not think of me at all.
I keep digging myself deeper with you :( I can’t just stop talking to you, you would know something is wrong. I just knew this was a bad idea.
uhg I knew this was going to happen. so of course you were drinking last night. and of course you told me you liked me just like every other time you have been drinking. I just never know how to respond to you, but this time you didn’t erase your messages like usual so you know we talked about. and you actually remembered basically everything we talked about. I mean I knew I was heading down this path way again :( and I am really sad because I am terrified that I will hurt you again… and I honestly don’t know how I feel about you. I just don’t know. and then tonight we talked on the phone, I don’t know why I did that. I figured you know why not. but like always you made me laugh so much. I am just so confused with life. I am not ready for you. I need to find my faith again. and this time really find it.